New Chapter, I have not written in while because my oldest daughter finds it pertinent to print off and record all conversations with me. Yep right there on her laptop are the conversations. Funny how we are to stupid to know.
Anyway, I think back to the day's before my daughter was killed. She was the best person. She had problems as we all do. But she did not try to hide it. She let everyone know. She even begged for help to many and was turned down by her own. And if she felt half the pain i feel at the hands of her sister, then she was right to kill her self. Not looking for pity, just a fact.
I today have been shown another side of my oldest child. It is like she is possessed. Pure Evil exudes from her.
She has again denied me the right to see my grandchildren. Not only her children but, Crystals also. She went as far as to say if we saw them on the street she would not let us talk to them. And that under Arkansas law, We have no rights to see the grandkids. ..GREAT Person....using kids as pawns.
All I can do is leave it in Gods hands. And move on. And know, I have the key to their real past, when they can get out from under her thumb.
Never in a million years would I had though such a good person could turn into such a spiteful hateful person. To use children as pawns is horrible. Thought that was used in divorce cases.
I am just blowing off steam right now. But soon I will be moving to my new blog so I will be excited to be able to tell it like it is again.
For today I am praying God has mercy on her when judgment comes. As for me I will be starting a new chapter in my life soon. It is called.... Humm better leave that for later.
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